막을 올리며

막을 올리며
I didn't realize
that the show was over
No I didn't realize
that the show was over
I didn't realize
that the show was over
No I didn't realize
that the show was over
불행과 행복의
아슬아슬한 tango
내 삶이 poetry
난 숨만 쉬어도 Rimbaud
죽을 고생도
즐기면 다 여행
지옥에서 보낸
한철
But I only got a tan
I'm good
I smile for my dear
mama
아빠와 빼닮은
내가 울면
울던 그가 보일까 봐
and I smile for my dad
다신 내 눈물 때문에
맘 아프지 않게
예전처럼 날지 못하면
어때 I survived it
떴다가 내려앉아
쌓인 건
Stress 아닌
mileage
세상은 말했지
"The show's over"
냉소와 조소 다
못 들은 척
And I came
through
여전히 불타는
내 적들의 hate도
내 예술의
땔감
So xuck you
and thank you
Curtain call
발밑에 장미 아닌 화살
But I'll
never fall
I didn't realize
that the show was over
No I didn't realize
that the show was over
I didn't realize
that the show was over
No I didn't realize
that the show was over
As time goes by
한숨만 쉬고
언제나 하늘 탓을 하며
땅을 치고
후회만 하니까
난 날지도 걷지도
못한 건
아닐까
세월이 지나고
내 vision은
가면 갈수록
제자리걸음
괜찮아 서 있어도
내 심장은 늘 뛰거든
나만 따라
뛰면 돼
내 심장마저
멈추기 전에
한때 마신
윗 공기는
그 구름 위로 뛰는
순간도
이미 낙하산을
폈을 때였나
'열꽃'이 붉게 피는 걸
보며 박수 치는 그들은
내 삶의 3분의 1도
떼어 가
난 말했지
"두고 봐 전부"
우리가 시첸 줄 알고
밟아 댄 새끼들 다
Xuck you
we back
I didn't realize
that the show was over
Don't you tell me
that it's over
No I didn't realize
that the show was over
Look at me
now
You know
that I'm here to stay
I didn't realize
that the show was over
Thank you
it was nice to know ya
No I didn't realize
that the show was over
The show
goes on
I didn't realize
that the show was over
No I didn't realize
that the show was over